"You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand." John 13:7
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Words: William Cowper, 1774; appeared in the Olney Hymns (London: W. Oliver, 1779). It is reportedly the last hymn Cowper ever wrote, with a fascinating (though unsubstantiated) story behind it.
Cowper often struggled with depression and doubt. One night he decided to commit suicide by drowning himself. He called a cab and told the driver to take him to the Thames River. However, thick fog came down and prevented them from finding the river (another version of the story has the driver getting lost deliberately). After driving around lost for a while, the cabby finally stopped and let Cowper out. To Cowper's surprise, he found himself on his own doorstep: God had sent the fog to prevent him from killing himself. Even in our blackest moments, God watches over us. Music: "Dundee," Scottish Psalter, 1615
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